I find it so hard to come to terms with the fact that I cant just come and have a chat with you or have a cuddle. It still hurts so much. But I have to try and take comfort in the fact that you are no longer suffering. You are in a better place now and no longer in pain, which is what matters! You never desereved the suffering and struggles that you went through, but you were such a strong person you just dealt with whatever life threw at you. I miss you very much Nan and love you so much. xxxx xxxx